I have to let it out, that small pain sitting at the back of my mind.
I can't describe the feeling, those that people will term as "an undescribable feeling".
No words can express it; it's one of those feelings that will set ur mind feeling insecure, make you feel so lost in ur thoughts.
One of those feelings that will make you feel to want to talk to someone, but there's not ever a right someone.
One of those times when you think ur mind has control over ur head.

This feeling that every being loathe.
As I sat on my prayer mat, thinking why is everything happening to me, what have I done to deserve this, in what way have I sinned,& amidst all these questions I had drowned myself in, I had found myself a friend.
This friend who listens to me more than any other, who accepts my weaknesses as my virtues, and to whom I have poured my tears to. This friend who has actually been there thru my thick and thin, rise and fall without me realizing it's presence.
This friend who promised me to guide me to my answers with my prayers is none other than the gracious Allah SWT (pbuh)

To Him I resign my fate, and to Him I'll seek help & guidance from, alhamdulillah.

O Allah, forgive me for I have sinned countless times. Guide me back to the right path. For I am a weak being like many others.


I really hope you will give me the strength to pull over this tide, Amin.

Till here.



I rest my case,
Nadiah.