People do change along the way, and only thing to do is to either keep away from the change or try to keep up with it. I choose neither, and thats why I'm stuck in my own circle of delusion; that apt feeling to keep myself composed but left with no actions to step up on.

Well, tomorrow will be my first most formal interview.

Gosh, wish me luck, insyaAllah, it will be made easy.

I am very sad still, but I think I will just let live with everything, maybe there's a blessing in disguise along the way.

Anw, I'ma leave with the stillness between me and the clan.