Is karma playing the game back in my face? Well, if it is, I just got a taste of my own medicine.
Maybe I did the right thing in the past and should do the same exact thing again, maybe not.
I was not supposed to blow this up..again, but circumstances just call for it.


Why are decisions so hard to make? Life would have been made better if decisions are based on a coin toss.

Oh Allah, here I go whining again. Forgive me dearly for that :(
I'm totally disappointed in someone. But I promised myself to never let any sense of disappointment pull me down.


I just need you, Allah swt, to make me be strong to get over this feeling,
Aminnnnnn.

Hmmmmm, I want to change myself. I want to be smiling like a sunflower again. I will and I know the day will come.

Tell you something, I'm still holding onto hopes that are not yet held high. If you decide it is not to be, push me back on a bed of daisies, right where you found me from, thank you.

That ends the post today. And I'll try to be nice and not swear, I'll manja manja with mosques from now on, insyaallah. I definitely need to turn myself over to the new me. No questions asked, period.

Take care & assalamualaikum.

I still want you,
Nadiah