Okay, I will just post up something short today because I need to let things flow out and be less angry. Today is bad, and I have a strong hunch that it's really gonna test my patience for this couple of days to come.

Maybe Allah is testing my patience, and I will try to be patient. Even now, I'm silent while typing all this but my eyes are tearing and my mind, a messy clutter.
I try not to think of things that I don't want to. Everything's turning bad on me.

O Allah, to you I endlessly pray that everything will come to a peaceful end. I hate when I teared up at night, but I will still smile the next morning.

I shall just keep silent and keep on selawating. It will help clear my mind of every single thing, insyallah.

And, I have decided to not get disappointed for the third time. If Allah meant for us to be one, we will be one. For now, I shall just let things loose on my end. "Qun Fa Ya Qun."


Till here folks,
Assalamualaikum (:







I wonder if stars cry too,
Nadiah